piano tutorial

wtf !! why is the tutorial so fucking hard... i hate it... hihi... first is the choice of song ... i choose 'jar of hearts'... the song is so wonderful n i love it very much... second is search the song in youtube!! omg so many tutorial sAMPAI XTAU NAK PILIH... ALAMAT NYE BELAJAR JE LAH.... TP SUSAH GILER !!!